My "Sweet Seventeen" Story :D

Today I don't have special or fool story like usual. But today is my special day, coz this is my birthday !!! Yaaay. . .and this is my first day as 17 years old girl. Please don't think too far 'bout my "Sweet Seventeen", don't think if I'll make a big party like you usually see in the most teenager habits. I willn't celebrate it too much, coz I know it just wasting my time and money with useless things like that. So many my friends don't know if today is my birthday, coz I'm hiding it from my facebook. I don't know if my birthday wasn't shown on facebook home ! But there's one of my facebook friend who tell it to my Arch Angels friends if today is my birthday. Her name is Siffa, she's so nice and kindhearted. She's the one who sent first happy birthday message to me in this morning. I'm so glad with anything she did for me, it was so meaning ful ! :D
and in this night I get so many greetings in my facebook, coz I've wrote many status 'bout my birthday. I wanna let everyone know that, but I don't forcing it. And my future resolution in this age : I wanna be better than before *certainly !*, I'll collect more money on my moneybox, I wanna meet and watch David Archuleta concert ! *never forget this*, I wanna increase my english skill and be an expert on it, coz I'm so bored if I always stuck in this way, and there's so much another weird dreams in my head, haha I can't tell it one by one, coz I also don't know what's exactly those are. But I'm unready to be more mature, I'm prefer to be a lil child who can play anything freely without thinking too much 'bout the risks and the consequently. Huft, but I know I can't be a lil child forever even though I like that way. I should try to change my lil child habit step by step, I don't wanna people seeing me as a lil child in a big body. So I need to change be more mature from now !!!
"Seventeen", so many people said if it was a special number, special age and special day when you changed from a lil child, to be an adult. But for me it just an ordinary number, ordinary age and ordinary day. Coz I'm just being older and nothing's special of that. . .

I'm very sorry again if my grammar and tenses was so broken. I keep trying hard to fix it and make it better. So I'm very need your help to tell what's and where's wrong with my story above. . .

Arch Angel Diary's 7 : My Saddest Dream Ever. . .

Last night, I didn't know why I had a sad dream 'bout David, maybe it coz I thought too much about what's happened to him. He have chosen not to continue work with WEG and his record label, Jive are parting ways with him. I'm so worried when I heard it, what if he cease singing and leaving his carrer as a singer ? Ugh, that's the worst mind !!! I don't want it happen at all. . .
And my dream was I saw him sat alone in the dark room, he was cried there !!! I guessed, he was cried coz his troublesome problem. Didn't wanna waste time too much, I ran into him and hugged him tight in the darkness. I could felt his pain, his hurts, his sadness and his loneliness when he cried hard in my arms. I couldn't resist my tears to falling down when I felt it all. I crying together with him. Even thogh it just happened in my dream, but I'm so happy coz I could help to released his hard problem. But when I woke up, can you guessed what's view I saw first ??? I saw "JB's BIG FACE" on my magazine which located next to my pillow. Woah, what's the real worst nightmare view I ever seen. His face looks like a drug addict, I can see there's no spirit at all on his face. . .
I didn't felt sad after saw that, but I felt so shocked. Why I should saw his face after I had a sad dream 'bout David ??? And I flipped that magazine from front side which show JB's face to cosmetic advertisement on the behind side. Woah I still couldn't believed it, I mean I couldn't believed 'bout my dream, not 'bout the real worst nightmare face I saw when I woke up. . .

Btw I'm very sorry if I made so much mistakes on this post, it's my first english post on my blog. Maybe I wrote so much wrong grammars and tenses. Coz I wasn't an expert in english, I still learn it. So if you feel my post is weird, you can tell me where's the mistakes and what's wrong with it ? And I'll be so glad to accept your criticism. But don't judge and make me down please !!! I just wanna know how far I can use my english skill ? I think if I write a story in english, it can help me to increase my english skill be better than before :)

Addicted With Demi Lovato !!!

Haha, nggak tau kenapa aku jadi suka dengerin lagunya Demi Lovato. Padahal awalnya sih biasa-biasa aja, tapi pas denger soundtrack Camp Rock 2 yang "Wouldn't Change A Thing" aku jadi addicted banget sama Demi. Dari sana aku mulai nyari-nyari video Camp Rock 2, pingin donlot filmnya, tapi sayang koneksi di Indonesia nggak memungkinkan ku melakukannya. 8 video HD Camp Rock 2 pun ku dapatkan dengan penuh kesabaran walaupun lebih banyak diselingi oleh kejengkelan sejengkel kalian ngeliat jengkelin yang lagi makan jengki. . .
Abis itu aku jadi makin tertarik sama lagu-lagunya Demi, yang dia featuring sama We The Kings juga keren, "We'll Be A Dream". Dengan memanfaatkan koneksi yang super apa adanya, aku donlot albumnya yang "Here We Go Again". Wow !!! Lagunya keren-keren dah, nggak tau yang mana-mana aja, tapi semuanya cocok sama telingaku. Easy listening banget, meskipun nge-rock tapi bukan hard rock a.k.a rock cadas yang bikin congek copot. Liriknya juga aman-aman aja, pas banget sama telinganya teenager. Sebenarnya sih aku nggak gitu suka sama penyanyi cewek, palingan biasa-biasa aja. Cuma suka lagu-lagunya aja, kaya Charice, Miley, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, ke$ha, Avril, dan Taylor Swift bukan Tailor Swift yah. . .
Soalnya aku masih normal, itu kenapa sebabnya aku lebih suka penyanyi cowok dan tepatnya yang lebih tua. Kalo seumuran atau kemudaan rasanya aneh aja, koq ngfans sama anak kecil sih ??? Eiiiits, nggak boleh protes yah !!! Ini pendapat ku, kalo ada pendapat lain ya silahkan. Tapi jangan salahkan pendapat ku !!! Kaya katanya Demi, "This is real, this is me" sama "Who will I be, it's UP TO ME !!!". Hahaha. . .

Sedekah Itu Indah :D

Aku lupa hari apa tepatnya, yang pasti ada pengemis datang ke tempat PSG ku, kayanya sih itu hari Senin. Kalo ada pengemis, pasti udah pada tau kan kerjanya apa dan apa yang bakal ku lakukan ? Dia minta, terus aku ngasih duit. Berhubung abis jajan, duit ku sisa 12.000 *gak usah di sebutin jumlah sangu ku, rahasia RT. 02 !*. Terus dengan pertimbangan-pertimbangan yang seimbang ala pa'le ikan, aku mutusin buat ngasih 2.000 aja berhubung aku nggak punya duit 1000'an. Jumlahnya nggak usah di masalahin, yang penting tuh ikhlas, daripada aku ngasih 10.000 tapi gak ikhlas, ya mendingan nggak usah aja sekalian. Abis nyawer sang pengemis, seperti rutinitas yang selalu dilakukan saat PSG, aku kembali melayani orderan pelanggan yang terkadang menyenangkan dan terkadang menyebalkan, yah namanya juga manusia. Kalo ada hewan yang ngorder di situ, mungkin aku bakalan pingsan di tempat dalam sekejap. Kembali ke studio *maklum masih kebawa suasana tugas b.Indo tadi*, waktu pun berlalu dari sore ke senja terus lanjut ke malam *nggak mungkin kan abis sore langsung subuh ?!*. Pas malamnya aku shift sendirian dan masih melayani orderan pelanggan yang datang. Dan sang bos besar pun datang ke sana, saat toko udah sepi, si bos manggil-manggil aku. Pertama aku nggak konek dia ngomong apa, abis gak gitu jelas, logatnya agak-agak chinesse gitu sih. Ternyata dia nghampirin aku dan ngasih kacang ! Wah meskipun di luarnya sangar, tapi ternyata hatinya lembut kaya sanggar pisang. Nggak lama abis itu, kak Udin manggil aku lagi, ternyata dia bilang si bos ngasih 20.000 sebagai ongkos nggak tega ngeliat muha karyawannya yang kelaparan. Wah baik bener tuh si bos, ternyata nggak semua cipeng tuh pelit :D
Awalnya sih aku nggak ngeh soal 20.000 itu, koq tau-tau bisa di kasih gitu aja. Tapi pas pulang ke rumah *ya iyalah, masa aku pulang ke kandang ?!*, tiba-tiba aku ingat kejadian tadi siang, aku ngasih 2.000 buat pengemis, terus malamnya si bos ngasih aku 20.000. Ternyata itu adalah balasan dari Allah SWT yang diperantarai lewat bos ku, kan aneh aja kalo ada duit 20.000 langsung jatoh dari langit ?! Duit dari surga tuh, mungkin ada malaikat yang dompetnya jebol kali. Ya Allah, speechless banget pas aku tau kalo Allah udah ngebales sedekah ku yang cuma 2.000 itu dengan 10x lipatnya !!! Dari sana aku jadi sadar betapa indahnya sedekah dengan ikhlas. Meskipun yang di kasih nggak seberapa, yang penting itu niat dan keikhlasannya. Kalo nggak punya duit, sedekahin aja laptopnya, sapa tau dapet MacBook dari Apple. Tinggal pilih aja, mau apple malang, apple fuji, apple busuk, apple bonto, dan kawan-kawan :D
Yah semoga aja cerita ini bisa menginspirasi buat bersedekah dengan ikhlas. Tapi jangan coba-coba ngasih sedekah dalam jumlah yang gede kalo di dasari dengan niat buat ngedapatin balasan dari Allah berupa MacBook yang bermerk Apple "Busuk". . .